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about
This is a song I wrote almost 30 years ago, but just got around to working it out. It will go on the new record, but since that might be a while, I wanted to go ahead and release it.
lyrics
I haven't felt myself for a year now
Without you
I miss you
My wife and I, all we do is fight
Every night
While the baby cries
Sometimes I drive and park by your old home
In Sunnymeade Circle all alone
Hoping I could remember how I used to feel
I was wrong
It's long gone
Vanessa what have I done?
I can't believe what I've come to be without you
You're in the California sun
What will become of me without you
I wanted to be with you, but I wouldn't say
Then she came and took me away
I was young and the sex was great, really great
And that was love in those days
Now I'm stuck back here in my hometown
Patricia told me you were bound for the west
Like we'd talk about on your lawn
You'd say you're long gone
Vanessa what have I done?
I can't believe what I've come to be without you
You're in the California sun
What will become of me without you
You told me on my wedding day
You wanted to storm the church and say
This can't be, it's supposed to me
But you didn't and I said "I do"
Vanessa what have I done?
I can't believe what I've come to be without you
credits
released April 7, 2023
Recorded and engineered by Andre Moran at Cedar creek Studio www.cedarcreekstudioatx.com
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